but i'm trying
i am, i promise
i am really really trying
i think i can fix it
i believe it
so i guess that means i know it
thinking and knowing are two different things
knowing is belief
or is belief just blind faith?
whatever it is, i have it.
it's a pretty day outside
maybe i will take my daughter out to play
she likes the grass and her shadow on the ground
or maybe i will read her every book she owns
she loves books.
i will hold my son when he cries
and make him giggle his baby dinosaur laugh
and i will take a nap with both of them
in my room full of light and soft pillows
this day can be heaven
faith for me